Okay, so i haven’t been on Tumblr in admittedly, well pretty much since I got the damn thing. I guess I just never took the time to really figure it out and now, as i am going through it, I know how old people feel when they see a new gadget. Anyway, hopefully I can get back into the swing of things, not much of a picture person buttt I can write pretty well, at least just to get started. Anyway, i don’t really even know what this site is for, I mean, do I just reblog things I find funny or…anyway, the blonde keeps pestering me about it so here I am Tumblr, ready to give you a second shot, hopefully you don’t turn out to be too confusing for me. Anyway, that is all for now, I am sure more inspiration will come to me later and maybe I will figure this thing out. In fact, where is the button to post this…

I don’t really know why I am writing to you anymore but I know that this will be my last letter to you. I’m sorry the way things have turned out between us, I don’t regret what I did but I do regret losing the friendship that we had. I don’t really know why it is that you won’t talk to me or even look me in the eye but I am guessing you are hurting. I’m sorry for hurting you, it’s not what I wanted to do. I wanted what was best for me, just this once. I wasn’t ready for the changes you made at the beginning of August and ever since then, I’ve been spinning on my own. I know it is dumb for me to say that I fell out of love but I really did. You never wanted to hold my hand, you turned your head when I went to kiss you and you would not listen to me when I would confide in you. Now, it is all over and a part of me is glad that my life has taken this turn. I have grown much ever since we ended and I have learned a lot of things about relationships, high school, friendships, but most imprtantly, about myself. I can see all over your AIM that you post up pictures and statuses saying just how much you are over me, it makes me sad to think that you are trying to fool yourself into hating me. It seems to me that you have made this all a game to you, one in which you emerge victorious but in all honesty, it’s pathetic that you won’t grow up and realize the things right in front of you. I once told you that you were my world, my stars, my sky, my everything, and you were. I know realize the type of person that you are though and that is not something that I love. It semms that now we part ways for good, I won’t be going down that path with you, not now or in the future. I hope that someday, we’ll meet again and we will be able to be friends, just like we used to be.

Yours truly,

LAFA